screw them even if it means screwing myself
I am in contact ocassionaly through no desire of my own with a person who is the most miserable, mean, small person I’ve ever met
The tricky part is he isn’t evil mean, or even nasty mean (well he can be) but today I realized a bit more specifically what his onus is
There was a study of people in Switzerland playing poker, the game was set up so that EVERYONE was winning but one person was winning MORE then the others. What the study found was the people who were all winning somewhat less then the big winner would ALL rather LOSE money to make sure that the big winner lost him or her self
This is human nature
I cannot believe this is REALLY human nature
But the person I’m speaking of is exactly like this, he cannot be at all okay with ANYONE getting anything or being happy, and since in the normal course of a day things sometimes go peoples ways he gets depressed and cranky everytime
He has the job he just manipulated, schemed and worked his way into
He talks about having friends and money and family and hobbies
But he will do anything he can to sabotage anyone elses happiness
It’s just sad
Super duper Sad
I am in a pretty good place right now and he throws these lame jabs at me to try to bring me down, it’s not even making me mad, it just makes me sad (and somewhat annoyed at times :) )